whats on my mind 06-30-09

new crop circles emerging almost daily/weekly. What are the damn messages behind these circles, are they really real... I wish it's real but looking at the rate of crop circles popping up recently (Since April) this is pretty damn crazy (also very cool.)

meh I want to put pictures up here but don't want any copy right problems... so here's the direct links if anyones interested, it's pretty cool shitz.

• http://www.cropcircleconnector.com/2009/southfield2/southfield2009b.html
• http://www.cropcircleconnector.com/2009/milkhill5/milkhill2009e.html
• http://www.cropcircleconnector.com/2009/milkhill3/milkhill2009c.html

Specially love the first and last one, see how the tear drop is same on both image? that any sign showing it's related? and on the first one if you look closely at the left and right side you see the Mayan numeric symbol for 13 but one has a dash and one has a dot... Wonder what that supposed to mean.

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Some keywords I found interesting to search:

underground bases

2012 movie (the new trailer looks cool) 

denver airport gargoyle - why the fuck put a gargoyle/grotesque in a fucking airport? lol

1961 denver tunnel military... 

7/27 EFAM (coded) - web bot ? 7/7... 7/X7 ? 

Jay Weidner - 2012 

cool youtube channel - ilovedocumentary2 / theduderinok / madmod72 / webbotproject 

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Since two weeks ago? I've noticed around 1:15 - 1:55 AM I always get goosebumps for some weird ass reason, and its exact same time every day... WTF can it be? 

I need to start making games again... keep my mind off some of these stuff... lol pretty damn Sci Fi stuff if its all real then it would be awesome (not all stuff I know, but most of the good ones.) 

whats on my mind 06-26-09

Ark of the Covenant was real!?  well if real.. then still existed safely!? ...
This came out last night and I was like WTF!?!? u for real!?!?!?!?!?!  http://www.postchronicle.com/news/original/article_212240125.shtml

"The Book of Revelation says the Ark is in the temple of God in heaven (Rev. 11:19). Muslim scholars say it will be found near the end of times by the Mahdi – a messianic figure in Islam." from http://www.worldtimeserver.com/current_time_in_IT.aspx

Another 2012 related article.................???? and also a web bot hit... probably.

whats on my mind 06-25-09

Another 9-11 Whistle Blower http://republicbroadcasting.org/?p=2722
Interesting Read... now aside from these pics... if he can somehow get the videos released with credibility and scientific proof, authenticity of the tape being real... then we got something here.

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Binaural + Psychic tests = ???
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Stefano Breccia - Book "Mass Contacts" - I hate books but this one I might be interested in...
Bruno Sammaciccia - Sammaciccia extraterrestrial friends destroyed in 1978...

whats on my mind 06-24-09

First time Traffic Ticket ever...
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First off the big stuff for today has to be... the fucking traffic ticket I got yesterday on the way back home... actually across the street from my fucking house...

Reason for the ticket?
For not stopping on the stop sign. I rolled up to the stop sign and I stopped for a second but it wasn't a full stop. There was no oncoming traffic in any direction since it's in a residential area, and made the turn. The cop was hiding inside the parking lot of the apartment to the right.

Best part... she tells me I have to show up to court. I haven't gotten ANY traffic ticket since I started driving and I am supposed to go to court for not stopping long enough on a stop sign with NO traffic, no cars, no pedestrians?.............. That bitch was just there trying to collect money cuz right after she gave me the ticket she went back to the same spot and was waiting for the next target...

This is fucking retarded bullshit... oh well... talked to my co-workers about it and they told me I don't have to go the fucking court and I can put in the citation number online and most likely pay the fine and take the traffic school online to get everything covered so I don't have to take my time off from my work to do this.
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PSI Experiment
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Now trying to get that fucked up event out of my brain memory... been playing around with PSI experiment on remote viewing? The group leader gives a target number to concentrate on and find out what image is attached to the number the leader assigned.

Fun stuff... was close on the first experiment, and 2nd time I was way off, but so as everyone else who was posting their results and may be some kind of sign/message from another source (higher source??) Not going to say what people including myself saw/felt. If it really happens we'll know it for sure.

whats on my mind 06-22-09

Web Bot... 2009-2010 report... I looked at it and if  this stuff is true... and really happens like the other predictions it catched in the past... this is gonna be some crazy shit... not gonna get into details on this one, you can look it up yourself... all I can say is if its true, should start seeing stuff happening from September.

Funny part is that September 2009 also came out in something else... I know it was something to do with prophecy but I can't remember exactly where I got that information.

Check this crop circle out... from Crop Circle Connector website. two Ying/Yang flips around? Seems like it to me that way. Ying becomes Yang, and Yang becomes Ying... wonder what this one's true message is.

Sometimes makes me wonder if these are really alien creations why not send us message like they did before in the crop circle with binary code, makes it a lot easier for us to decode and understand the messages. But at same time maybe they are not supposed to be speaking to us openly (yet) so they have to put it in this type of coded message?
Meh either way... this stuff is cool looking crop circle for sure.

whats on my mind 06-15-09

1. Don't remember my dream... but I know something that didn't make me feel too good... 
2. Can a human soul control a brain to do stuff? Since if you channel spirits your brain has to send signals to lets your mouth speak or do the hand movements, if you know how to control your soul/spiritually better then you can do stuff you normally can't do... was something like human only uses 5% of the brain right? so if our spiritually open it causes our brain to use more than 5% it may not be 100% still even at this stage but allows us for telepathy and other cool stuff... or... maybe use different parts of the brain at different times, say a brain can only access so much at one time (for now) and using spirit powers you can access stuff... kind of like video game.... where you Level Up you get points towards certain skills and power ups... but in some cases you can only use the skill temporary to fill up the skill points you have achieved to that level.......... 
3. I closed my eye's over the weekend and saw something cool... 
1. Saw some dude walking by this building
2. Saw bunch of words, text, rotating in a big circle some clockwise, some anti-clockwize
3. Then saw like matrix effect but not with words, but numbers
4. The Digital Clock trying to tell me something or my spirit guide trying to tell me something???
   Just for clearing up... I didn't stair at the time to wait for these certain times to appear... I just look up at the clock when I want to know the time and see these.. 
1. First was 1:23
2. Next was 5:55
3. Next was 11:11
4. Next was 3:33
5. What the hell is up with this image and Jan 2017? If this (not the whole thing) is true... then it would be AWESOME... anyone can dream cool scifi stuff right?... :D
   

whats on my mind 06-09-09

Happy Birthday Chris (my bro) & welcome back from your training/school

Cleaned up the house last night, feels good the house is clean... for a while... the problem going to be how to maintain it that way.... always the problem...

Been playing video game last night so no meditation or anything special, other than trying to talk to my guide in the bathroom.... nice and quiet bathroom... any message? Nope... I don't think the guides like the bathroom much.... LOL

Funny part, I went into bedroom around 1:30am and wife was sleeping so thought I'd try reiki healing... although I don't know much about reiki healing yet... thanks to video games and anime (Japanese Animation) I put my hand above her body and imagine small bits of electricity coming out from palms of my hand tingling my wife and massaging her body, cleansing negative energy attached to her... results? Dunno if it was really working but the part I had my hand over her body was twitching... coincidence? Just to note.. my hands weren't touching her it was maybe about a 6 inches off of her body.... could be heat from my hands but wouldn't that also be considered as energy?

You know... about imagination, or creativity... I don't have it, or don't think I have it but... I do love video games, specially role playing games in fantasy worlds where you can cast magic spells and fly and do all sorts of cool things... used to play with friends in Japan like we were the Light Warrior, and we had these crystals we bought from some trip we went and kept it safe... wonder where the hell I put that crystal... or did I bury it in my elemntary school grounds....... but anyways... I used to love stuff like that and still think how cool it would be to use spells and hold swords and stuff.... so what if I cast my spells or call my guides like I do in a video game.... use the terms, spells I'm used to from the video games.... it just needs to be your way of making it happen right so then this should technically work... gonna keep on trying and see how it will be.

For now... Protes + Shell + Esna + CureIV .... LOL  (Protection from Physical and negative spiritual energy + Heal all negative already on your + Cure any other bad parts of the body)

Whats on my mind 06-08-09

Tomorrow (technically today in Japan) is my bro's birthday... he not back to his house till tomorrow... wonder whats he doing right now.

Fucking rent in Torrance is way too high... I just want 2 bed 2 bath in torrance school district so my son can go into a good school but the rental is from $2000+ ...how the hell are people affording these... if you were to pay $2000 wouldn't it make more sense to buy a home....... **sigh** So hard to find a home with hour cut from work...

What I saw when I closed my eyes this morning - saw fishes? something swimming, and looked like gears turning... then weird geometrical shapes. Which reminds me... when I close my eyes and push my eye lids down (pushing the eye balls a bit) I see geometrical shapes... squares, pentagons, triangles, all in different directions but connected, kind of like stained glass art but without colors, just white and black, maybe some light vivid colors of green red, and blue... it's really pretty and cool looking... I know I shouldn't do this too much... hehe but it's cool... only problem with when opening my eyes I have to let it close my eyes for a bit longer so the images go away before opening or it will hurt sometimes.

Hmmm what else... oh last night I tried the mirror spirit guide thing again... stared at my own self image on the mirror at one specific point and saw aura around me, and people like figures around me moving... now that just illusion or real??

Whats on my mind 06-05-09

Saw a dream about me being inside someones house or building and there was a big earthquake and I run near the exit of the house/building and look outside. I see someones family outside evacuating and I look around inside the house and see my co-worker looking out another window. Didn't make out who the co-worker was but I know/feel that it was my co-worker... weird...

Cough is finally getting better after one whole week of this crap... still coughing but not as bad as the first 4 days... (and yeah slept on my own on the couch this time)

Whats on my mind 06-02-09

Nothing much right now, pretty empty...

But had a weird dream last night... I was in this fantasy type of world I  think... and there was this forest and a long bridge, didn't see what was below but I noticed my wife wasn't there so I was looking for her and go back the bridge I was on and there I find a store kind of looks asian type of super market but with old Asian looking outside. Inside the store I see my wife walking with another guy but the guy seemed to be slow? slow in the head or something, they buy stuff at the cash register and she says bye to the guy and walks towards me and tells me to lets go and we start walking holding hands back to the bridge and back into the middle of the bridge... and thats when I wake up...

What kind of message is inside that one.... ? Any guesses?

Back from Florida Trip.. busy days after... lol

Visited my parents in Florida from May 23rd to 28th was very fun and painful at the same time LOL.

1. Day 1 


1. Arrived to Florida 
2. Taken to Walmart to get temporary fishing license and forgot ID in wifes wallet so drove to the house then back to Walmart to get the license.
3. Went to sleep around 2AM 


2. Day 2


1. Woke up at 5AM to go fishing with dad on his boat... sleepy
2. Boat Trailer came off the truck in middle of no where... LOL had to put the boat trailer back on the truck and noticed the signal light got fucked up... so stopped by gas station to see if we can fix but no luck so went to uncles place to see if he can fix, and he knew exactly what to do.
3. Fishing...Fishing....Fishing... was fun but the heat was so strong I forgot to put on enough sun screen and ended up with close to 2nd degree burn... 
4. My right eye started hurting a bit.... was wondering whats going on... 


3. Day 3 


1. Woke up to find out I can't open my right eye... checked the mirror with my left eye and sure enough my right eye was puffed up... had Steye (spelling?)... my lips were puffed up too from the sun burn, and right shoulder was heavily burned from the sun... Fun day...


4. Day 4


1. Went to the beach with the family and ended up doing some fishing again today... was fun so no complaints here, just wondering why dad not spending more time with my son... thought that was the main reason for this trip... oh well... 
2. Should mention spent 2-3 hours to get to the beach, and later on found out the beach was 30 minutes away from home... LOL mom was pissed off at dad... 


5. Day 5


1. Stayed home for most of the time, went shopping once but nothing special.


6. Day 6


1. Back to California, at the airport both my dad and mom looked little bit sad... Specially dad, at the last day he misses being together with my son and tells mom that he should of spent more time with him.... meh maybe next time... 

California...

1. Work... working the day after arriving sucks like hell... this is when most realize work sucks! 
2. Friends Birthday party, was good, fun party with good food (Sashimi + Tempura!) 
3. Helped friend move from his old house to the new... Was thinking it was a morning thing but ended up a whole day event... lol /sigh 

And here I am back to work... Monday morning... fun....work..... /cry