whats on my mind 08-03-09

Mmmm both my hands/wrist.... carpal tunnel I know I have it from before and I know it hurts badly when it starts... but dang man... both hands at the same time, left hand isn't as bad as right but you hold a pen and can't last longer than 10 seconds still the pain starts running through your body. First the tingly feeling then stronger shock like state then paralyzed... trying to do healing on them don't think its working lol orz Started running again also at my new apartments recreation room. First time was kind of embarrassing... not going into details. 2nd time wasn't bad but the whole damn time I was running this couple was in the swimming pool kissing and diving under water then doing something else... then kissing... god damn man! Go to your fucking apartment and do that shiz! I just learned that pool may not be 100% clean... (I know it's not clean already when you got bunch of kids swimming for hours and never get out for a break...) Anyways back to running... hopefully can start something again and get my body back in shape again... really bad right now... ---- 10K people missing in China in a day.... WTH? another prediction hit